can't seem to move on ...

missing some is very hard .... if you know you  can't share the same memories again ...

my birthday ..

my birthday went pretty well it was me my cousin and one of my friend we had a cake and some wine .. even tho we started to play monopoly after lol.. but our monopoly is the shizzle hahhaha come and join us when you can

it was pretty fun thanks too my cousin i had the most wonderful birthday ever .. and now i can't wait for my 21th birhtday cuz i'll be at vegas !!!!! drinking and parting

once again.. in learning mode....

there is so much for me to learn and realize every day.... the world i thought i knew was all from heaven to hell... now i have nuthin to say for me ...but have alots of things to say to world

my big sis cousins valentine...

yesterday my lovely cousin had her special valentines looking at them makes me feel so happy because it seems like they love one another .. after all thins drama happening in my life it was good to see her smile .. with all my heart i wish she can smile forever .. if i can;t help on that i wish he can.. but it was so cute .. matching shirts and nice dinner cuddling around.??? i wish i can have that again .. soon...